it’s a new year

it’s a new year.
a wet rain fly hangs
over your shower rod.

look over three stacks of unread books.
out your window, rain falls
through steam ascending from
the open mouth of your complex’s hot tub.

ripples jump around the puddle
on the caving pool cover
like the dots on listen to wikipedia
after another gazan hospital bombing.

water drips
from a rudolph nose on your neighbor’s altima,
from the lip of a pot of dead bell peppers,
along the rust marks on the community barbecue.

above the trees,
the sky is a blank sheet of paper
staring back at you.

morning routine

you lock the door at least you’re pretty sure you check and the door is indeed locked you pat your pockets to count your keys your phone your wallet but did you lock the door you go back and check and it’s locked you walk to the car and tap your pockets again you can’t remember locking the door you think about object permance as you reassure yourself the door is locked by turning the knob and pushing it three times you make it to the car and use your key to start it lay your phone and wallet in the empty space by the gearshift you tap all three as you pull out of your driveway then again as you turn out of the apartment complex to drive to work you’re pretty sure you locked the door

a calm shadow

theater marquee

an early ben gibbard haircut
black thick-rimmed glasses
a scar with a delicate history
under layers of concealer and foundation

shirt with an obscure band’s logo
an unbuttoned flannel
red and white
a heart with a brisk pace
cuffs just below their elbows
gnarled dandelion stem between their fingers

denim jeans
blue as summer sky
manufactured rips
on their knees
authentic wear
behind their ankles

adidas
the nice ones
green and gold
a bouncy toe within 

a calm shadow