You scroll through Instagram during your mid-shift break.
A capybara balances an orange on its head, neck-deep in a hot spring. A toddler’s speech impediment accidentally makes them say curse words to their mother. A nonprofit repurposes a dead meme to ask for donations. A dead child, one leg missing, lays in a bloody hospital bed.
You close the app, open TikTok instead.
A teacher records herself collecting rent from her students in their classroom currency. A polar bear breaks open a pumpkin using CPR-like compressions. A painting comes into being one smooth stroke at a time. Another dead child, three holes in their chest, lays in a high school parking lot.
You close the app, check Twitter.
A selfie of someone you know from college cosplaying as Captain Olimar at a convention. A screenshot of an obscure Wikipedia page about maps which omit New Zealand. A thread about the lack of disability representation in Disney animated movies. Another dead child, flies around thier open mouth, lays in a patch of dirt.
You close the app, desparately open YouTube Shorts.
A speedrunner discovers a glitch which warps them to the Ganon fight in Ocarina of Time. A man explains the origins of the 9-to-5 workday. A woman covers “Hedwig’s Theme” on a hammered dulcimer. Another dead child, eyes wide, lays in the basement of Netflix’s next murder show subject.
You put your phone back in your locker, head back out to the sales floor.
He/they. I teach English at a junior high school in western Washington. Outside of work, I worry about a myriad of things and spend time outside.
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6 thoughts on “Another dead child”
This really hits hard. The sense of numbness and tragedy-fatigue is so palpable. How have we allowed this to become an everyday thing? Just another day in America…or just about anywhere else in the world now. It’s like some kind of dark, grisly Vaudeville show where humanity’s worst is paraded on and off stage, and the crowd is both laughing and screaming in horror at once… This is absolutely brilliant writing. I’ve said it before, but it bears repeating: you have a gift. Thank you for sharing your words with us. Everyone needs to read this one.
Thank you for your kindness! It was a hard one to write. I was trying to balance the emotional journey of scrolling through inanity and tragedy. I’m glad it resonated with you!! You really made myday!
This really hits hard. The sense of numbness and tragedy-fatigue is so palpable. How have we allowed this to become an everyday thing? Just another day in America…or just about anywhere else in the world now. It’s like some kind of dark, grisly Vaudeville show where humanity’s worst is paraded on and off stage, and the crowd is both laughing and screaming in horror at once… This is absolutely brilliant writing. I’ve said it before, but it bears repeating: you have a gift. Thank you for sharing your words with us. Everyone needs to read this one.
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Thank you for your kindness! It was a hard one to write. I was trying to balance the emotional journey of scrolling through inanity and tragedy. I’m glad it resonated with you!! You really made myday!
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Thank you so much for sharing! I’m glad it resonated with you!!
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This is like “Welcome to the Internet” by Bo Burnham but more personal and also so sad…
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I can totally see that connection!
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